Non-existent.

I guess I'll just pick on what we have left.

OHAIASSHOLE.

You never say that, even if it was meant as a joke.
I'm not sure how that was even a joke, it wasn't even funny at all.

If I get used to just shoving it off, don't be happy. Don't be happy when I finally get used to it because that only means that you've done it so much -- so repetitively that I've become too tired to react to it.



Thank you for defining my first day of school.
Definitely means a lot.

16. Get my driver's license.

DONE TODAY.
I feel very happy and accomplished. I feel like an adult even if I just got a haircut that makes me look 12.

And gravity prevails -- this time it's over.

I miss playing football every single day.
And I always wish I could still play.

Must be the hormones making me say this but it makes me feel so incomplete.

HAHA DRAMA MUCH.
But kidding aside, it's been a big part of my life and for it to be taken away just like that.. crazy for me to allow that to happen for a second time.

And I don't want anymore drama so I'll just end it here haha


Oh.